I was in Hooper tonight doing homework and Chris called me around 9. He asked me to walk out the back door and meet him outside. We stood outside admiring the lunar eclipse. He kissed me - a tender kiss that left me tingly and feeling like I just got off of a rollercoaster. Tonight he told me he loved me - knowing that I'm scared of falling in love. I love him, and I'm just too scared to admit it. I'm too stupid, too naive. I'm a teenager; I'm going to make stupid mistakes, make rash decisions, do many things I'll regret later. Messing things up with Chris is something I don't want to look back on and regret.

Where do I go from here?

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