It's raining rather violently outside. I jut got out of the shower, and the CLs won't let us go anywhere due to the weather. (*CL stands for community leader. They live and work in our community, are terrible leaders, and I generally don't like some of them.) Ahem, anyway. I'm going to be really disappointed if I don't get to go out tonight. Chris and I were planning on going out and doing something special. Even if they would just let me go out and walk to his dorm, I would be more than fine. I just want to be with him. I don't want to be cooped up in this lonely dorm room knowing that he is just a few feet away. This is killing me.

If our relationship keeps going the way that it is, I have a feeling that I'm going to fall hard. I could do that, though. I trust him.

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