the dudes
title: Losing touch.
Wednesday, Sept. 22, 2004
I talked to mom yesterday and just generally whined. I always feel better about talking to her, and I don't feel so stupid when I complain to her.

It generally makes me sad to hang out with a lot of the seniors here - to know that in a year I'll probably never see them again. I know that everytime I make friends I always say I'll keep in touch, and we'll always be friends, blah blah blah. But so far, that has never worked. Last year I had completely different friends from the ones I do now. The year before that I had completely different friends from last year. And the year before that. And the year before that. And...

I just wish for once that I was absolutely sure I could actually keep good friends. Or maybe, we were never really good friends to start off with. I'm being stupid.

I guess it doesn't really matter. I feel better now that that's off my chest. This week is halfway over. Yay.

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