Well, shit. I mean it, too. Shit. All of a sudden, I can't go spend a week with Chris in Greenville. My parents are so incredibly...lame. I've counted down the days, hours, minutes until I could be with him again. And now...nothing. A whole week to spend by myself. Just...damn. I spent New Year's Eve by myself. Alone. Without Chris. And I hate it. Oh, I hate it so much.

It was almost sweet the way he got so frantic when I told him I couldn't come anymore. There were times I wasn't so sure about us, but now I don't even worry about it anymore. All I know is that I have to see him.

I just have to.

Why me?

Oh, this diary is permanently moving. If you want the link, email me. With that said, I'm out. Forever.

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